a whiff of the smell of untouched pages..
the sight of uncreased spines..
the feel of hundreds of crisp pages fluttering and rolling through my fingertips.
i have painfully missed the bookstore.
for months I have kept to myself, wallowed a few months, hibernated a few, then the last few months I worked hard to get myself back on [...]
Posts Tagged as ‘love’
March 24, 2009
On a high
March 23, 2009
Saving it for Special Ocassions
My mother and grandmother were the number one advocates of “save it for special ocassions”… We have a huge china cabinet (why do they call it china cabinet by the way?) of unused Noritake dinnerwares, serving bowls, complete set wonderfully arranged for display. Never have I seen them used when my grandmother was still alive. Most [...]
February 26, 2009
baby, you’ve hurt me…
When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over little time
But promise me you wont stand by the light
When I get to Warwick Avenue
Please draw the past and be true
Don’t say we’re okay
Just because I’m here
You hurt me bad but I wont shed a tear
I’m leaving you [...]
January 16, 2009
Forgiveness and Grace
I sent this to my husband last night after praying. The first 3 paragraphs, I read on a Bible Diary. The reflections for yesterday’s readings and Gospel. The latter parts are all what I truly feel about this. These are the exact words, I sent it through my phone hence the abbreviations and text lingo [...]
January 13, 2009
My daughter
Since I was err a teenager, I’ve always had this perfect family picture in my head.
Me, my loving and wonderful husband, son for my firstborn then a daughter.
We lived in a small 3 bedroom house where we spend most family times in the living room, reading or telling stories or having snacks, maybe watching a [...]
January 13, 2009
Betrayed… twice.
I have posted few entries back about my marital situation. For the past six months, I’ve been trying to help my husband get rid of some anger and rage he has inside of him. He’s been going to a psychiatrist. I’ve been supporting him and trying to be more understanding.
All this time I was doing [...]
January 7, 2009
As I Turn Another Leaf
I’m about to turn another year older. As I look back in my life, where I am now, the pains, laughters, joy and sadness I’ve experienced I bet is just a taste of what could be in the next 26 more years of my life.
Today, 10 years seems such a long time ago. In the [...]
January 7, 2009
My year that was
Two thousand and eight ended quite sad. For the most part, 2008 was just full of heartaches, pains and unwanted & unexpected changes.
It was, worst of all, the year everything I knew or thought of went completely upside-down.
Pain I felt that past year was nothing compared to anything else I’ve ever felt. It weakened my [...]
