Ever had the feeling when you know you’ve done everything you can and given it your best yet it still isn’t enough?
Coldplay sang it best:
When you try your best but you don’t succeed. When you get what you want and not what you need. When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep. Stuck in reverse.
I know I’ve done my best – hell, even more than what was required… But there are so much more that are beyond my control. I feel helpless. I’m no longer in-control of things. And that’s a big hit for me because I hate not having control of things I am responsible for.
I’m throwing my hands to the air in surrender. I’m up to my wits. I quit.
I’ve never quit before. This one seems right though.
Now, I need a hug and a shoulder to cry on. That would really be nice right now.
